Looking Back and Ahead

I think it’s time for another update on what’s happening in our world.

I’d sure like to blog more like at least once a week but there just isn’t enough time.  There are too many other things that are more important at times and that’s just part of our life.

Greg’s been hangin’ in there and waiting patiently for his kidney transplant.  I do believe that everything happens at the right time.  There were so many instances that happened when Greg was in the hospital and looking back it was truly amazing how lots of things just worked out.  But, he’s definitely getting more and more tired and to top things off he’s nauseated every day, all day.  That’s the results of a failing kidney. 

Greg has an appointment at the end of September and we’re hoping for some good news like perhaps a surgery date.  I try not to think about the details and how this will all unfold.  As time progresses you can think about and deal with what’s on your plate and when the time comes, I hope we’ll be all good.

I’ve recently finished writing all about Greg’s hospital stay in Winnipeg.  It was hard to write and I found myself reliving the whole thing and weeping because the smells and the feelings all are still so real.  

I’ve inserted a brief passage of the day they transferred Greg to the ICU in Winnipeg.  If you also look in the column to the right you’ll see a ‘Featured Post’ that I wrote in September of 2014 before everything unfolded.  You should probably read this post first.  

Here's a short look into that day Greg was admitted into ICU.

 Five days later on Oct. 7, the Respirologist (sometimes referred to as pulmonologists, are medical doctors who further specialize in the diagnosis and treatment of lung disease, such as asthma, emphysema, or pneumonia) came to see Greg and said, “We have to move him to the ICU”. 

Ok, this was better.  By the time they rolled Greg into a space in ICU, we heard the doctor talking at the desk to someone regarding a transfer to the Health Science Center.  The name ‘Greg Esau’ rang thru the air.  We looked at each other.  Winnipeg!?  Really!  I began to panic inside.  Greg looked so sad and scared.  It all seemed so much and no one even was talking to me, they were too busy hooking up Greg, then their instructions changed as they needed to prep him for the transfer to Winnipeg.  There was no official ‘this is what we are doing’, it was unspoken.  I felt lost and alone.  It was happening very fast.  

I haven’t decided yet how I will post these writings but I’ll work on that as they are lengthy.

We celebrated our 37^th anniversary this month.  I began to think about how many times we had moved in our marriage and came up with this list:

First married we lived in a four-plex in Linden

. . . Craig was born

Moved to the family farm and lived in an old mobile home

. . . Crystal was born

Moved to town (Linden) into a newer four-plex

Bought our first home – a bungalow

. . . Craig started school

Moved back to the family farm into a newer mobile home

. . . Craig and Crystal rode the bus to school

Moved into Greg’s parents big house on the farm

Moved back into the mobile home on the farm

Built a new house in Linden

. . . Craig and Crystal graduated high school

Moved to Calgary and rented an old house by Confederation Park

Moved into a duplex that Greg’s brother purchased in Calgary

Moved into a townhouse in Calgary in Ranchlands

Purchased our second home in Calgary in Sandstone

Moved to Morden, Manitoba

. . . lived there 7 years

Moved back to Airdrie, Alberta

I wonder if we’re done moving?  Maybe not.

Anyways, we’re happy in our home here in Airdrie and I’m slowly getting the house painted.  Maybe in the new year it will be complete. 

Greg and I are looking forward to things taking on a new look in the new year and going camping and hiking and even renovating the house.

AND we have to take our new grandson to the zoo!  He sure has been a blessing and we’re waiting for those first smiles to come!

Gunner is being a true puppy at heart.  Boy, does he have energy

and sometimes at the wrong time.  He loves to jump on company and just wants to play.  He also thinks it’s time to race around the house when we are heading to bed.  I’m so glad he’s good company for Greg during the day.  Since we got him he spends a good part of the day in Greg’s office at this feet curled up in an afghan.  Sometimes I’ll be doing housework and I’ll find him downstairs with Greg.

My list of projects are still very much the same.  I just went to the Etsy Calgary event with my daughter and I got a little excited again to pursue the things I love to do most.  First and foremost I spend my time with Greg most evenings.  I just can’t work all day and then come home to say that I’m going to paint downstairs.  I’m not like that.  There’s a season for everything.

Well, I must go and make a cup of tea and see why it’s so quiet in the living room.  I’m sure I’ll find puppy curled up with Greg on the sofa.

Till later,

Bonny